Re: [Harp-L] Jason Ricci Reloaded

["Hazcon" <Hazcon@xxxxxxxxxx>]

Now that shows class..
Rick
in NZ

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Sent: Friday, January 19, 2007 2:50 AM
Subject: [Harp-L] Jason Ricci Reloaded


> Fact 1: A third party has indicated that he was present during a 
> conversation between Jason and I regarding non-professional status and the 
> MARS contest.
>
> Fact 2: I have absolutely no recollection of this conversation.
>
> Conclusion: I am dealing with DENIAL - my own.
>
> In this regard, I am experiencing a total breakdown between heart and 
> head - a clogged artery of emotion. Upon realization of this fact last 
> night, I shut down in order to process - no internet viewing, no phone, no 
> contact w/anyone until working through this human dilemma.
>
> Result - a discovery of anger within - not directed towards anyone but 
> myself. Not even harmonica related, but reaching further back in my life. 
> Anger, an emotion I've had trouble understanding, therefore disconnecting 
> from. However, you can't totally disconnect. It pushes through in other 
> non-productive ways.
>
> I can't explain the why, but I sure am gaining a foothold in 
> understanding. Since I am a quick study once I sink my teeth into a 
> concept, it is a valuable wake up experience for me. Unfortunately, the 
> recipient of my folly was one of the most visible proponents of furthering 
> the harmonica in performance and public awareness and also a true human 
> being - Jason Ricci.
>
> Jason's reputation will not be altered one bit by my mistake. Mine will 
> suffer. I accept the responsibility.
>
> Jason, I apologize from the bottom of my heart for what I posted in 
> regards to the contest. I was wrong.
>
> I will call you this evening, as you requested a call back to explain 
> myself, as is only fair.
>
> Larry
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